The God I believe in

The God I believe in gave the first words for truth,
making the word "faith" only arise in what was left.
He gave me history, love and confidence in trust while at the same time
humbles me in his willingness to let me act freely,
and He intervenes without provoking those who refuse to look His way.
This God I believe by prayer makes my words genuine in request, and enlightened at real pursuit.
He responds to whats needed, and lets me see what I was convinced was, was not.
He shows me I'm not Him, and I can't profess Him to others like I am.
He lets me know He's real, and for everyone spending their life trying to find the truth,
Hoping the contradictions of life will be overlooked and their ideas of it more convincing, He shows me the weight of glory.
The consequences of my ideas, the echo of what would happen if my selfish pursuits would determine all of my actions.
He lets me see his absolute character, and that everything relative, is relative to an absolute.
He shows me purpose, and for the present, he shows me meaning for that purpose.
He shows me those who have spent their lives studying theology, philosophy, history, scientific and archeological research havve all arrived at the same conclusion,
That, in the quiet of their own homes, they all whisper the same word derriving an individual reciprocity of what it means to feel: Hallelujah. The only thing I am thoroughly convinced of, is that Jesus is Lord,
and He, is so good.