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Dear Paul,
Hello! I hope that you are doing well, first off. I hope that you are having a good season and will have a wonderful new year. I know that this may be completely unprofessional of me to write an email like this, but..I'm not looking to be professional, I suppose this is just a calling on my life, and to not respond to it would be disobeying God. Let me prerequisite this letter by telling you I'm a Philosophy undergrad at Ball State University in Muncie, IN. That's really not important, but I want you to know I'm actually studying Philosophy..Ihave been listening to RZIM since I was very young as my dad used to play the recordings over Moody Radio on the way to church. Ever since I was little I was enthralled with asking questions, whatever I could analyze to the core, I would. I, at some point, as a result became really fascinated with RZIM's ministry. I completely agree with Ravi when he says "What I believe in my heart must also make sense in my mind" and see that there are so many opportunities where I can learn more and gain more wisdom in this world to only increase my ministry that much more. How can I approach those with a background I'm so unfamiliar with? How can I love the unloved and unapproachable without being loving and able to be approached? but at the same time I believe if my wisdom is rooted in God I am not persuaded by these ideals and philosophies, I don't need them to talk to these people, but I think it does help. Anyway, for a long time I've just been coming to the RZIM website to pray. To listen to the messages online and to just meditate on what Scripture has laid out for me to do in life basically..and I feel the Spirit so strongly (and I'm such a logic, level headed person, so this doesn't come to often) but I feel God so strongly when I go over this ministry. I am so greatful for everyone God has in this team because they've all played a part in some way to touch the masses across the whole world. I didn't start this email with an objective goal, I just knew that God has been putting this ministry on my heart for a long time..and Just recently I came back to the website to find that there are internship opportunities. I am seriously overjoyed. Know that in the next semester's months I will be sending in my application with much prayer and much preparation. One of the struggles I've always had has been being a prestigious student, I've strove for good grades since the day I entered college but never have gotten above a 3.0 grade point average, I've tried to make up for it by being distinguishable in any other area I could be. I went overseas and went to five other countries and learned other cultures, I'm president of my school's Philosophy club, I have joined book clubs, attended all sorts of meetings, and enjoy Apologetics to the core. But none of those works have ever merited me anything if they weren't based on furthering His kingdom, they're just copied deeds of this earth that try to get you somewhere in life, when life is temporary, and my site is eternal. I don't mind not having a prestigious career or having the American dream, or even having money in my pockets when I die. But I do know that I will be the poorest girl on earth, if I haven't served the purpose God has for my life..of helping the insecure preaching of Christianity, where we build castles in the sky off of our emotions because we don't want to ask the bigger questions, where we believe God is indifferent to us and doesn't want to know our concerns or questions. I think RZIM agrees with me when I say, my God is not like that. I'm not trying to gain any sort of appeal to you to accept my application later on, or even to you as a person, know this. I just know that most of my life is a blur until God shows me whats ahead..or until i decide to listen, and I can see myself in this ministry if one day considered. As a personal request, I just ask that you would prayerfully see me through this, and reassure that this is not just on my heart and head, but that it is also God's will and I'm not lead astray by selfish desire.
Thank you for your time,
God bless you with the gift of Jesus Christ, (because He did, and He does, and He will),
Emily Hinman
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show details 10:28 AM (14 hours ago) |
Dear Emily,
Thank you so much for sharing your heart. I am truly moved by your letter and request. May God bless you exceptionally well during these days as you honor Him.
Please allow me some time to consider a more thorough response. It may be the first days of 2010 before I am able to do this.
Meanwhile, I'll pray that you have a wonderful New Years weekend and wonderful new year.
Thank you for writing, your interest in our ministry, and most of all for your love for God. I pray that He will lead you step by step throughout the coming days and you will continue to have joy and peace, knowing that He loves you so much.
In Christ,
Paul
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From: Emily Hinman [mailto:spellboundphilosophy@
Sent: Wednesday, December 30, 2009 5:07 AM
To: Paul Lundblad
Subject: Internship
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