Wed Oct 14, 09

“ and ever since i just…..well, i dont talk much about it, cuz i dont, but i want to live for God. whatever i do, i want to make the world better somehow, and in the name of God. i dont know how yet. but i want to. it’s like, i have this idea in my head, and i didnt come up with it, and i dont even know what that idea is, but eventually, the haze will be lifted and i’ll know. i feel that way, anyways. j